2015年6月15日 星期一

(backup) dreamed abt #Zankie

original posted on Nov22,14 ,the time i still hav hope they could become more than "just friends"

"(OKAY this is abt a dream I just hav ,for anyone interested to read)

Ive had a weird dream just then (clearly wrong time to sleep with) WAS that I went on tumblr to check the update ,then I saw a letter ,I started to read it naturally ,then I realized its a letter written by zach (I knew…its like wtttt??) a letter he wrote two weeks after he returned to the real world (when I read the letter it was day fifteen …like dont ask why I know the data ,its just a dream) n the letter last 1.5pages (again didnt make sense why I knew if I saw it on tumblr ,its wt its)

In the letter ,zach mentioned he stayed in Codys house the past weeks ,n Caleb came visited him once n brought him smthing (I forgot wt that was,but yeah) then at the end of page one he said smthing like,“I never thought I would find a person that important in my life ,hes my boyfriend” I thought I read the wrong words !?! but I continued…turned into the next page ,the second page only hav few sentences there ,including smthing like"if Caleb didnt visit me while IM sick n brought me XXX (again,I forgot wt that was),AM I not a friend with him? If XXXXXX ,AM I NOT XXXXX?….“  the second sentence basically was the same pattern (I forgot the context but),its a rhetorical question abt its didnt matter wt u show ,smthing would "never change” ,then he mentioned the word “boyfriend” again (the second time ,again I forgot wt the context was) then I read the last paragraph he wrote ,I actually screamed through the whole reading process but I stopped when I saw the words he put there ,he typed smthing like “…wait until I official hav a boyfriend” (third time he used that word) I frown n very confused by it ,thinking that “wait ,so u guys r boyfriends but not official !?! how could that happen? ” then I thought “it didnt really matter” ,so I reblogging the post n typed smthing like “congrats* DREAM COME TRUE” then when I typing the sentence I suddenly realized why he wrote that letter ,its not for the world to see ,its a letter he wrote to us(the fandom)(again it didnt make lots of sense but wtever) …n he has not mentioned frankie name once in the letter……THEN I woke up right when I abt to click that “reblog” button……

(like… its SOOOO weird ,its actually the third/fourth dream Ive abt them but the first since they returned the “real world” it actually hard to imagine zach writing a letter (!?!) if it comes down to this ,I think (n hope) they would film a vid to announce smthing like this… but then I actually dont believe they r really really together(until they announce anything) lack of better word to explain…it just…weird lol)"

blessed the past*


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